Where I'm at Now in the Deconstruction of Belief

(still copying handwritten thoughts to this blog)
So, at this moment, my energy should be spent investigating near death experiences and deconstructing scholars' arguments in favor of religious belief. Also, I'd like to attend some religious services and speak to various church leaders. My motives are a passion for truth, logic, and freedom; and for contributing to the finalization or reconciliation OR merger of the big questions regarding God, Mortality, Morality with a "science of happiness"....